Birds !

Things are totally wrong, the best thing that you can execute these days it’s just to be patient when you faced bad surprise that you never expect it.

I began reading and writing when I was younger than my students, younger than my big awareness of life and younger than anything in this world.

I’d 7 year-old when I underrated my pens and treated papers with my enormous LOVE,  I’d stayed the victim of my gorgeous imagination AND mad words,

 My father didn’t stop saying at that time: “Let her inspiring she’s going to be a very respectable playwright and poet”. My mother’s had agreed his verses with a vast confidence too.

Although  my daughters and brothers ‘d been anxious because I’d used all the extra papers in the house, they encouraged me to continue writing my lovely stories about this life , I’d been very happy to use papers further and further.

I still remind about the generous moments that I’d been offered by the destiny, I can’t forget my smilly features drawn when I just finished a long poem or a long level of my novel.

 I like reading books, I never stop buying it, I got a diversified library, writing poems was my secret corner where I hide my tears and I drow my sorrow.

I didn’t stop asking myself about the perfect way to return from the sadness world?? I know that’s a hard question but I still believing that I still partaking a special grief inspired from a major experience fixing into memory and setting  in my little mind.

The superb things were swaying over my impeccable papers, I was just lettering what I believe in, I was peaceful and wise, maybe I was mad enough to say things that regarded as something inacceptable in our deep-rooted and stubborn society but I was courageous, to express my pleasure of every accurate opinion too.

I become mature and older that I was, I become tired and exhausted of work as a journalist, I’m responsible now for any word I say, for anything I do, for any idea that I’m going to spread, briefly I’m free as glowing as a bird, bird likes flying but it knows in advance how to handle with winds blowing in the air and it recognizes which direction is suitable to fly to it.

As a human-ambitious bird , I consider every travel I did in my life as a beautiful excursion of liberty, every once I stand over a stage to recite my poems as the unforgettable moment in the whole life, every diploma I got when I was student as the best thing that it ever be done in this entire world, I’m ego at that point, I distinguish.

I was a little girl living with an immense dreams, a huge ambitions & enormous faith.

 I Studied, worked hard and innovated in my life to be grateful for my family, my teachers and for my Clemens GOD, I worked hard to show the world that nothing worth our efforts and exhaustion as success.

That delicious feeling was important enough to dazzle me!

 We must choose where we should situate our interests and goods too, if you don’t trust yourself you risk to be lost one day.

No one can help, no one can push you and rise your dream up, no one could stretch  hand  to you, just believe in your gifts and trust your skills and knowledge and try to realize your dream by improving it,

Consequently don’t be so sure that you will be saved, just trust GOD and try to be a free bird,

take care!.

 Soumaya Berjeb 02.04.2013